Ohh God. Save me now.

I know it's all my fault cause leaved you. Now I am hurt with this. Even you already have your own way, but my heart still weak. Don't worry. You can do it. Now I know that God want to show at me what I did to you before this. You know right that my family know you and your family know me. I don't want our relationship will end like this. But he dislike me right. What can I do. Nothing can I do. Help me! Save me, God! I feel so downed now. WHY? -.-!